2006-02-17 // 13:35:09 LiA Your most beautiful self portrait . . . your most touching words. I can relate how you feel. I feel such strength in you despite the pain. You go on. Forher. Paradoxically. As you live to remember and live to feel and live to miss and live to long for her _ "death" (in its metaphorical meaning) seems no choice because even when it is painful, these feelings were created by her and thus are loved to be felt and loved to hold on to; pain....sacrificing for love.
Though we all move on sooner or later; or fall completely.