2007-09-26 // 11:04:24
manwinmodesty
wow lovely work!!
love it!!

2007-09-23 // 02:01:22
LiA
:-) well malta is up to 55 in summer...should have done me well
but hayfever got the better of the two lol
ahhh well :-)
with 22 maaaybe I'm still growing and thats the reason :-)

2007-09-23 // 01:48:37
LiA
actually I am still ill all of the time. I hate it. I have no clue what to change, already do eat differently, sleep more, more rhythmic life etc...hm

^ only hot climat and LOTS of vitamin C can save me :)

2007-09-23 // 01:10:00
LiA
I asume it was no option to get a new violin out of financial reasons..my that mst have been a feeling of loss and frustration, I am so sorry!
Well, in my case, when I discovered singing/acting as my soul and path f lfe..wile I grew I often was ill, with sinuses and tonsils...you can magine the rest..I even got the "kissing syndrome/mononucleosis" for so so so many weeks I had almost skipped 2/3rd of a year, let alone finding back to voice and singing..my singing teacher (we are friends...since I moved o Vienna I didn't have any lessons) said she always felt so sorry I was ill so much. I am seriously thinking on starting though. I stated acting again as well as singing, but it takes long and I still have many worries and blockades and and and....but that is why I want to move to NYC..to get both trained again and find back to here I started, and then develop hopefully the way I always wanted.
But seriously your story is more heart breaking, I mean your loss was so rapid, sudden, unexpected, unwanted, brutal...I really really feel with you, even though it is such a long time ago!

^ nope, no option for a new violin or Juliard school..too damn poor.. but boy, you have a rare soul, Lia..it's like you can feel people (not sure if i make sense)..it's weird. i was just like you.. ill all the time with same things (sinus, tonsilitis, every week i had it!) ..it's scary. i missed a lot of classes, except the violin. but you can do it, you still have time, you're sooo young (but oh so mature)..if you move to NY , i swear somehow i''l come and visit you. i used to live in NY for 4 years... in my 20's. i just didn't take advatge of it..i fucked it off.. keep in touch, you're very special person

2007-09-23 // 00:31:02
LiA
what age did yu start? I think I started end of 5 beginning 6. I really really wanted it, And getting rid of it in early adult hood is so painful and difficult. LoveHate. Ah...I started singing training right afetr/meanwhile

^ i started when i was six..in Russia..i played piano since 5, and then they decided that i had the hands, the fingers and the neck and something else for majoring in playing the violin..so i did, until i was 18, and then we moved to US, but they confiscated my violin at the airport (another sob story, sorry)..so my orchestra career was over and i just went down the wrong path in life for awhile, because i didn't know how to do anything else. as far as singing, i can't sing if my life depended on it, haha :)

2007-09-23 // 00:22:53
LiA
and oh thanks for cheking my site, thanks a lot that is always nice to hear!!! *happy*

2007-09-23 // 00:21:46
LiA
PPPPlayed...sorry :-)

^ ooh, you played the violin! well i'm not surprised anyway, you're very talented with pretty much anything and you sing..so yeah, that is great to know somebody who can relate to my struggles :)

2007-09-22 // 16:41:19
birdclaws
I really hope you get at least one sotd for this series.
I love it so much.
Take me there!

^ oh, thank you, sweetie! i'll take you there any time ;)

2007-09-22 // 09:55:22
LiA
I layed for 12 years my self, I have my vilin with me on Malta, I started playing a bit again for my music, I start adoring her again, but those things ar always a process.
Very strange pictures, adore them for that, as well, thanks forshaing as always, miss!!! :-D

^ i haven't done layering that much, only a couple of times..i have this strange fear of ruining a polaroid if i don't like the results (i should take more risks, that's for damn sure). i have a BUNCH of "bad" polas that i've been wanting to scratch and twist and paint ..but i can't get motivated...sad really i couldn't look at my violin and listen to classical music for awhile..it hurt too much..but now it's better, i still won't practice tho :) thank you so much for liking these, means a lot! love your website and your singing voice :)